I'm not doing well at verbalizing things right now. It's not your fault, you did nothing wrong. It's me, I'm just not responding well to all of this. Like, the whole situation. Paddy not being is something that I'm not ready to face yet. Something that really really scares me. I want to do everything I can, but at the same time I don't know what's possible.
I don't know Mama. I'm feeling confused, and angry, and frustrated, and a whole bundle of other things. But mainly just sad and confused. It's a lot at once, and I have a hard time wrapping my head around it.
*hug* Be what you need to be, first. And give yourself a space in which to let what that is settle out. And talk. Your folks are smart and love you lots. And if they're 'all full up' themselves, then I'm sure you have people who can listen. I won't volonteer anybody else, but I'm glad to listen.
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KISSES
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Be good to *yourself*
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Chris
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You
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Re: You
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I love you.
I think it's amazing what you do.
I'm not doing well at verbalizing things right now. It's not your fault, you did nothing wrong. It's me, I'm just not responding well to all of this. Like, the whole situation. Paddy not being is something that I'm not ready to face yet. Something that really really scares me. I want to do everything I can, but at the same time I don't know what's possible.
I don't know Mama. I'm feeling confused, and angry, and frustrated, and a whole bundle of other things. But mainly just sad and confused. It's a lot at once, and I have a hard time wrapping my head around it.
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*hug*
I'm just guessing