It happens every year....

I have dreams and nightmares about Pennsic. Last night's was a doozy ... the equivalent of forgetting to show up for work or school.

I dreamt that I was out camping (probably zero night) - but when I got up in the morning - I spent time doing other things, including helping a few people out of some predicaments. About mid-afternoon of my dream day, I realized that I had completely missed Land Grab! I was upset and a little confused as to how I'd forgotten something so important - and then remembered that mellyflori had my back and had probably done it for me. At which point I started back towards my tent to pack up and then go find my camp. *bizarre*

Of course, maybe the fact that I leave for Pennsic on Friday - and I still have unresolved land issues with the powers-that-be ...might have something to do with it.

Setting the dial on the "Way Back Machine"

"Which direction are we headed Mr. Peabody?" (extra credit to those to get the reference)

Last night da' hubby lapsedagnostic and I took awhile and went back in time. More specifically back in time via old Livejournal posts. We both started our LJ's back in 2003. It was interesting to watch the evolution of our lives and relationships going through our archives. How we're doing, the state of our poly lives, the kids and various vacations, anniversaries and birthdays are there. It was weird .. and funny ... and thoughtful. I guess it's really true that every once in a while you have to look back to see how far you've come.

I realized I started posting less around the time of wilfulcait's last few months. Life was too raw, too real for me to want to post about it. But I've realized there's a lot of things I'm missing - and I think I want that to change. Of course I come to this realization a week before I leave for Pennsic - a time of being away from the computer. *gah* Yeah, I am a great big dork.

Expect that there might be more posts this week.